wow. i found a list of all my made-up yahoo ids (so i could have limitless geocities space to store my millions of pictures) and i was going through them and seeing what remained. most of the websites were deleted, including my old sailor moon website. that's gone permanently, since the original html files were stored on my old computer that died. but, i went to the mailbox of my old email address. and found 234 emails. all spam. aaargh. well, this is what happens when you don't go to your mail for a couple months.
but, i think i went a little overboard in the creating ids department. i had 8 different ids. 6 of them were based on sailor moon. eh, i'm an obsessive person. deal with it.
let's see, what have my obsessions been for the last few years?
the first obsession i can remember was final fantasy 7, which started in seventh grade. then came the beatles. that was really big. that obsession lasted a long time, maybe 3 years or more. then came sailor moon, and anime in general (at least, the stuff played on cartoon network), like tenchi and dbz. then the fan fiction of gundam wing. not the series, but the fan fiction. i would surf the net at night when my dad was gone and my mom was asleep or off doing something. i stayed up till 6 in the morning once, i remember. and my mom yelled at me when i slept till noon. after gundam wing came blur. so i was completely in love with blur, and damon albarn, for a while. but i got bored with them. so i obsessed about yuyu hakushou. then i discovered kingdom hearts. then probably, i got obsessed about blogs. then there was a brief obsession over lord of the rings. or at least, it could have been an obsession. but i guess i didn't try hard enough. heh. nowadays, i don't know. possibly blogs. it's possible i don't have an obsession over anything. maybe that's why my life seems a little boring right now. what do you do if you don't have something to obsess over, to focus on?
eh, probably my obsessive nature is unhealthy. but it's fantastically fun to be completely crazy about something, or someone. i think i suffer from monomania. but it's ok, i'm happy enough.
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