Don't you just love it when your friends make fun of you for each other's amusement? I started off mad at her, because she was more fun for him to talk to, but it's his damn fault, so I'm not mad at her. It works. It just sucks, and the few people I want to be around either don't like me that much, or are obsessed with other things, or can't stand being around me so much, or are away. Especially him... but I won't see him now will I? I just hope he's happy right now. And I wish one of my friends would be less of an ass, and I wish I would stop expecting him not to be, and I wish another one of my friends would quit ragging on me just for entertainment value, and I wish I would stop being so damn sensitive, and I wish the other one would be around, and I wish I would be happier for him regardless.

To all those not involved: you're cool, don't worry about it. If I knew you better I'd be bugging you right now about my problems, so be thankful.