dammit.

Meh. I feel bad. Eric was teasing me (stole my credit card, the bastard) and so I swung my hoodie at him. I'm thinking, fluffy, soft hoodie, right? But the zipper hit him, by his ear. I've been feeling so guilty. I didn't mean to hurt him. Yet, as a result of my own stupidity, I did.

I probably feel worse than I need to, but still. I hurt people I care about all the time, it seems, and if I just paid more attention, or something, I might be able to avoid it. The worst part is, I bet for every time I hurt someone and know that I've hurt him, I've also hurt him without knowing it. And it's not just guys, I hurt my mom and Nikki all the time too.

Sigh.

Ah, well. Shivani now knows the seven (and Danika probably does too by now). And I was talking about it to Sarah, during clay club yesterday. Which was kind of embarrassing, Teplitzky scolded us for gossiping. But, eh, neither Shivani nor Sarah was very surprised by #1...

Shivani thought I liked Danny, though. Ha ha ha. That makes me laugh. Danny's awesome, but seriously. I haven't had a crush on him since fifth grade.

If anyone else wants to know the list, just talk to me at school... I assume you all know me from school, don't you? And if you didn't, why would you care who was on my list?