Friday, December 17, 2004

Have Fun.

current song: Annie Lennox - Walking on Broken Glass

I had a lovely time today. Stayed up til 5 last night cleaning. It was.. something to do, at last. I think the thing that's going to drive me nuts the most is not having something to do, something to haunt me. I grow rather affectionate of that cloud of worry that follows me during the school year. There's always something to run away from. You can take as much joy in accomplishment as you can in flight...

So I woke up around 10, cleaned a bit more, took a shower, ate my biscuit, talked to Daniel, called my mom, bought drinks, met Daniel's parents, delivered my orange juice and animal crackers, walked with Daniel to Target, bought scented shampoo among other things, bussed myself back to my dorm, helped Amanda clean up the room, got fetched by the parents, ate some really lovely Indian food, got driven back to home, got online, talked to Cam, talked to Sarah, talked to Josh, talked to Shivani, talked to Daniel.

Maybe there's something terribly wrong with my life as I know it but I'm doing my best not to see it. There's just that nagging doubt that tugs at me... I guess I haven't lost my cloud of worry after all. Welcome back, my cloud...

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