sooooooo happy!

I don't get it, I'm just really happy right now. It's quite nice.

<paws through her desk-mess> Ah, there's my smart card reader! Now I can send Sarah those concert pics. Well, pre and post.

I really am happy.

I took two ritalin this morning; I know they're not the cause of my happiness, but I think they might be working, a little.

It's nice to be up so early. I got to talk to Daniel before he left for work. It's a really nice way to start the day. I don't get to go to bed early that often but yesterday I fell asleep before eleven (got to bed by 10:30) and then when my alarm went off at seven, I hopped online, left a message for Daniel, started searching for my linear algebra stuff, and got a message back... It's a good system methinks.

So what else has been going on of late? I reported on the concert, that was quite fun.

So on Friday I told Amy that I didn't want to live with her over the summer... I don't know. I feel bad about it, but, my mom doesn't want me to live with her, and I can see her point. It might be nice to take a break from roommates for a year. Especially since I'm not rooming with Sarah next fall, but I'm still planning to live in Bear Creek. In a lot of ways it makes more sense for me to just take a lease from Bear Creek this summer. I don't have to worry about lease issues, I don't have to move twice, I don't have to worry about being stuck and paying for rent at bear creek next summer, even if I want to come home or study abroad. I don't have to worry about roommates, since my mom's been encouraging me to get a single (though she is worried I'll get lonely). And I don't have to worry about utilities or internet, and I don't have to worry about distance from campus, since I already know how far it is, and I know the area reasonably well.

I just feel bad. Amy's my friend, and... Oh crap, she called me yesterday. Dammit! I forgot. Crap crap crap!

Erm... yes... I shall call her back... erm, today.

D'oh, I hate being a moron. It has disadvantages. I know, I know, everyone thinks, "Being a moron? That sounds great!" But believe me, it has its downside.

Well, ah, ok, so. She sounded reasonably happy on the voicemail she left me. That's a good thing.

So, yeah.

What else?

So on Friday I went to dinner with Daniel and then to part of Anime, before I decided he was way too tired and needed sleep. He'd been up since 2 in the morning, after all...

And on Saturday I... errr... Oh, yes, I chatted online (err, I think), then lolled about, watching whatever the heck was on the tv (some movie, don't remember now), then went home. Home was good. It made me happy.

So I've decided that I don't want to drive to Grand Junction (a bit stressful for a baby driver... that's right, I'm a baby) but I'll bring the car up probably next weekend. Mom thinks she'll come up to Boulder on Friday and let me drive home, since I've never done it before. Driven to Boulder, yes, driven to Aurora, no.

Oh, dangit, where'd I put my parking permit again?

And I played WoW with mommy a bit.

I've been really moody lately, though. It's... disheartening. I don't know if it's hormones, brain disfunction (borderline manic depression? nah. maybe? nah), some weird thing, external stuff (though, what?), or... uh... yeah. Where was I going with this? Is the ritalin wearing off already?

Speaking of which, I have homework to do.

(24 minutes! 24 minutes, wasted on a blog entry! Shame!)

(Make that 25.)