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Blech. My mom's going through something of a crisis lately, and I can identify all too well. She's procrastinated everything and she's so far behind, and she's afraid because it's so much. She pushes it away with playing games, but really, she has to get it done, and when there are distractions it just hurts her. It's painful to start doing the things she has to do, but once she gets over the initial pain, it's ok. But every time she gets interrupted, she has to go through the pain all over again, and she can't take it, so she doesn't do anything.

So, for the past few days I've kind of been restricted from making noise, and such. But really... I'm doing the same thing as mom is. I don't do any homework because it's so painful for me to start it, and I know that I'll always get distracted in the middle, by something... So I don't do it at all, and things start looming over my head, and then I run from them even more. So, yeah, it sucks. At least I know where I get it from, though.

But, apparently I've lost my comp sci homework that I was supposed to do over break. Which sucks. Blech. So, that's kind of depressing. And then there's all the other stuff, the history (5 chapters of von laue) and the spanish (I'm probably missing half the assignments for third quarter) and the science (I still haven't finished the chapter 5 problems, much less chapters 16 and 17) and the lit (I really need to work on that bloody lit paper) and everything else. And it just gets tiresome...