pondering

So I have a crapload of stuff that I'm unprepared for... Le sigh.

First off, there's the calc test. Bah humbug. I mean... I know what I'm doing in theory... But I've always had a rather difficult time applying concepts. So I may end up doing terribly... and the last lab just hurts my brain... Maybe I should ask for help this time... Though there's only one person I'd really want to ask, and I don't know. I take up so much of his time already and I'd rather just talk to him or learn about computer programming stuff instead. Besides... I don't know what questions to ask really. If I sat down and thought about this stuff I could probably slog my way through it... so how can I ask for help when it's just a matter of me not trying hard enough?

Secondly is the Japanese homework. I'm missing writing 1 and reading 2.. and tomorrow (today) the kanji progress report is due, along with another book report... and there's a test coming up at the end of the week. And what did we do today for our study group? Headed over to Chris's apartment to ogle Half-Life 2. And I'm not saying that I didn't enjoy it, but... where's Eno when you need him to keep the group on task?

Third, we have comp sci. So I'm missing notes 5 part two, notes 6, notes 9, and I haven't written anything for the AI stuff yet... and I really need to. I'm looking forward to writing the code and I'm really loving Visual Studio, but... I've been putting it off and I need to start giving it a higher priority.

Well... you know, come to think of it, that's ALL of my classes. Wowie! What do you know? Eh... I'm still doing better than I did in high school... because I at least know what it is I'm missing.

And I still keep going to clubs and doing all this extra stuff.. haha.

But guess what I spent half of Game Dev doing? Talking to Daniel and Luke about math... and guess what? I had more fun doing that than playing Halo 2... Nyah nyah... I scare myself sometimes. Guess I'm just barely crazy enough to be a math major.