current song: a rush of blood to the head - coldplay

god, i am such a loser. i don't see my crush for one day and i get all depressed. seriously, though, i miss him. it's really sad.

today was somewhat boring. the model un people are gone. i guess it doesn't really affect me as much as it does some of my friends, since the only people i see regularly are chaffin and megann. in lit we rewatched the opening sequence to gattaca. i love this part. actually, i think i'm really going to enjoy taking film and language next year. ryan was complaining about it since he says it ruins the movie for him, but i think it's really cool. i mean, the first time you watch something (or read something) you should just enjoy it, but it can be really fun to look for all the hidden meaning in it the second or third time around. anyways... in science we went through the practice test and there're still a couple problems that completely confuse me. generally not a good thing the day before the test. oh, well. in history, i think the research for my paper is going reasonably well. i have two sources copied so far, so i can peruse them at my leisure. and i can probably use palmer and colton, and look up 4 internet sources, and diana pointed out another source in this one book. i'm putting diana on my mental "quiet, but seems really sweet" list. they could all be harboring secret resentment columbine-style, or be serial killers, but somehow i doubt it. they just seem shy. so far the list contains jason l., katsnelson, and diana. i don't remember if there's anybody else right now. but, i want to talk to them more, since they all seem like cool people. right. tok was boring, we watched a movie on the development of perspective in art. there were about five minutes of info about the actual perspective stuff... in math, we passed around a sheet asking which of us (juniors and sophomores) would want to take calc 3 next year. aargh. i don't really need another class, but it seems like such a waste to just take another year of calc 1, basically, and not do anything else. so i signed my name. there were about 20 people on there, i think. i don't know, i might drop japanese anyway, since i don't think i'm going to really hit it off with the teacher, and half of the stuff will just be busy work since i already know it. i talked about my dossier with the comp sci teacher during 6th. i think i have a pretty good idea of what i'm going to do. a nutrition information calculating program. and in spanish, we just graded ap, and talked about el aborto (abortion) a little. nothing too exciting...

after school, me and mum went to borders. i bought two new cds, a rush of blood to the head, which i am listening to now, and opaline by dishwalla. both of which are awesome, and i should have bought them long ago. oh, well, i'll just have to make up for lost time by listening to them a bunch.