I really don't like it when you complain about people. All of you, any of you. You don't have to be so mean. And you're not listing the real reasons. There are very few people who bother me, and that's because they don't seem to like me. They're very nice people, but they don't like me. There is one person I don't like very much because he won't go away when he's gotten on my nerves. But he's a nice person, and I don't have the right to judge him. Acting slutty or asking dumb questions or doing what your best friend does or too much pda or being friendly to different people aren't valid reasons to dislike someone. If you're not willing to name the real reason, why say anything at all? Some people are my friends. My friends bitching about my friends isn't fun to hear. The people I have the most respect for, out of all of you, are the ones I haven't heard complaining about this girl or that guy. And if I ever hear you complain about them I lose a little more respect. I'm not saying you shouldn't be free to speak your mind but keep in mind that I don't like it. And every time I put someone down I feel terrible. Just because I don't speak up on someone's defense doesn't mean it doesn't bother me when people say mean things about them. I hope I never ever do it. Because when I do, and I think about it afterwards, I hate myself for it.
That's all. And I know I'm a hypocrite sometimes. But I hate it more in myself than in other people.
Other than that, today was ok. I'm going to leave him alone for awhile, if I can remember. I just don't know how to stop bugging him other than staying away. I can tell he's not happy and I don't want to make him that way. It's better for me too, because he brings me down when he gets like that, and I just make things worse by hanging around.
I'm not nearly as bitter as I seem. I'm actually in a much better mood than I was in earlier.
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