so I'm lazy, too bad

I find that I don't post much when I'm on vacation. During school, I'll post daily, but when there's no schoolwork to be done I just don't get around to blogging.

I've been playing Animal Crossing and SSX3 far too much for my own good. I really need to read East of Eden and do that damned DBQ.

I was going to volunteer for Trick or Treat Street, but they already had enough volunteers. I was going to go horseback riding with my mother, but the instructor was evil incarnate and we wasted about $230 and a lot of time. I was going to do some homework today, but I procrastinated it even more. However, I have succeeded in getting a peak 2 pass for Zoe... Does that count for anything?

My days seem to be rather meaningless, my life may end up being rather meaningless... but I'm starting to question whether this is a bad thing. Most people live their lives without achieving anything great or even finding a driving purpose to guide them. At least, that's my impression of the world. So, why should I be discontent with a similarly pointless existence? If the main goal of our species is to procreate, why should I feel a need to do anything more significant than produce a line of depressed descendants? It bothers me to think that I won't amount to anything important, but at the same time, I can feel myself care less and less about trying. As my agitation increases, my ambition decreases. Or something like that.

Ah, well. Don't start getting depressed, or anything. Think about cake, or something, instead. Isn't that better? Mmmm... Cake...