Sunday, October 31, 2004

the worst part of wonderful

"My name is Jessa, and I am addicted to people."

Hmmm. I love it very much, but it makes me afraid.

I've been burned, in different ways, by different people... it makes me rather wary of certain... things.

Because of him, I am wary of becoming very close to anyone. Because of him, I am wary of falling for anyone. Because of him, I am wary of letting anyone fall for me.

There's too much pain there... perhaps none of them was worth the pain... But I still wouldn't change things. There was joy there as well...

The more I learn about someone, the more I either hate or love that person.

I'm fairly sure that's what will happen here, but part of me wants that to happen.

Sometimes I hate how passionate I am about things...

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