Sunday, December 15, 2002

do you ever feel like your brain's stopped? there's always some sort of flow. especially for me - i'm one of the most random, stream of consciousness thinkers you could imagine. but soemthing's blocked. i don't know, it's just, there's something missing, and i don't know what it is, and... i don't know. it puzzles me is all. but, anyway. my main problem right now is the group 4 project thing. ick. because, well, i can't think of anything good for a topic, and i can't think of "questions, possible experiments, [and] information regarding your group topic." yeah, because that's what i'm supposed to do before the next group meeting. which is on tuesday. i suppose i could think of something, but either it's discarded before i have time to process it - one reason i'm bad at brainstorming - or i can't think of anything at all. right now, nothing seems to be coming out. i just... can't think of anything. it's slightly annoying, but somehow it isn't. it's weird. i think today must be an off day. i'm not really feeling much of anything right now, besides slight puzzlement. normally, i just feel, really strongly. i feel something about everything. i don't know, it's hard to explain. but now, i'm just so... neutral.

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