ooo, the math hurts my brain. today was decent. i kind of ran away from nikki and ryan, though, which made me feel kinda bad. she seems ok with it though, and if she's hurt she isn't saying so, so i'm just gonna trust her. she felt bad for making me walk back to the school though. ha! that makes me laugh. actually, i love walking and running, stuff like that, especially if i'm restless or upset or just wanna be by myself for a while. it's nice to be outside, without feeling trapped by buildings and flourescent lights. but i kind of wish there were some place in the school that was dark, and quiet, and isolated. parson's mobile works, but i can't exactly hide out there. so i just sit on a bench outside, usually, when i want to be alone. it kind of sucks, though, because it's overly bright and there's no shelter and random people are always walking past. what i need is a little secure cubbyhole where i can just hide with my thoughts. but, walking does almost as well, because at least you're mobile, and nobody hangs around outside the school at 10 am anyways. but, i've decided to permanently change my seat in math. it's infinitely more fun to sit next to alex and talk to her, instead of sitting in the middle of a bunch of strange seniors and feeling lonely. well, i should probably go back to homework. it's the first time this week i've actually devoted more than ten minutes at a time to doing actual homework. i'm going to finish reading we, well, that is, today's assignment. it's only 20 pages long. then i have to write a ten minute reflection on it. i have a feeling this book is going to be good. i already hate the narrator. which is what you're supposed to do in a satire, at least one would assume so.