Wednesday, October 23, 2002

i hate it when my parents fight. my mom is unhappy with her life, and my dad can be kind of insensitive. she complains a lot. every time they fight i wonder how their marriage is keeping together and why they're still together. they're not really bad. neither of them are cheating on each other, we're not terribly poor even though my dad's received notice, they get along most of the time, and they seem to love each other. it's probably just my paranoid, warped perspective. i don't know what married couples normally fight about or what it's like. it's alright though. i just know my mom is unhappy. i don't know about my dad. he never really talks to me.

it's nice to talk about it. normally i just keep it inside and it's not healthy. not terribly painful, but still unhappy. i feel much better now.