i'm worried. it's nothing, i know. i'm always worrying about something or other. it's about my homework. i've reached that state where you don't want to do it, you don't even want to think about it and every moment you're doing it is painful because you're constantly distracting yourself. i hate this. it means i'm miserably unhappy and i won't get any of my work done. if i don't pull out of this, my grades are going to plummet. i think it's the result of too many essays.

another thing that depresses me is the fact that blur have lost graham. i suppose lost is the wrong word. but so is fired. or sacked. graham used "dismissed", i suppose that works. so now my favorite member of blur has been cast off by my other favorite member of blur, as well as the others... see, he's my favorite guy in the group, but so is damon. so now they're separate. which is not a completely bad thing, i guess, because now i like two artists instead of just one. ha. ha. ha. my theory: both of their music, from now on, is going to, if not suck, at least suffer. they're just not the same without each other! what will blur do without its guitarist? as if fatboy slim is any replacement...

it's ok, i've gone off into my bitter rant mode. nevermind me.

well, other than being depressed about my grades, and music, and my love life, things aren't too too bad. i mean, i still have friends, right? *looks around* hey, where'd everybody go?

eh, i'm just kidding. gimme some sleep and i'll be fine (give me fall break and i'll be fab!)...