current mp3: if i ever lose my faith in you - sting

Today was the AP spanish test. That was fun. Especially since I'm pretty sure I've come down with something. My throat's sore and my nose is runny. And then, of course, there's the questions about the environment, where I was tempted to go "Down with the environment! What we need is more buildings! Kill trees!" but of course I didn't because I was feeling uncreative. I did, however, use polución, which isn't a word, instead of contaminación, which is. And, of all days to forget to take a ritalin before school, but there you go. I don't think it affected my performance much, though. Hopefully.

Tomorrow will be equally joyful, with the AP calc test. I just hope that the 5 I got on my final isn't just a temporary thing. "Oh, well, you did fine in class, where it doesn't count, but on the test you paid 80 dollars for you got a 2. So sorry."

It's been a little odd lately. I know that things are different, but I'm not quite sure how. I think I'm afraid, but I'm not sure why, and I'm not sure what of. But it's ok. Better, I think, than before, even though it is a little frightening. And mom keeps making fun of me, which must be a good sign. But of course.

I need to stop slacking about college stuff. I never signed up for the SATs this year, and as a result I get to take them in October instead. And apparently I need to pick two colleges to send my psat scores to, or something, and I can't really think of any. I mean, I can think of tons but none I'm really interested in. And they need to be in the US, too. Damn.