I ditched today. Actually, I was sick, and my english essay wasn't done. I hadn't even read Caged Bird yet, really. Now I've read about half of it. I probably should finish it before I start the essay, though.

So, the AP calc test was fun, as predicted. The calculator parts were horrid, and I totally screwed them up, but the non-calculator seemed pretty easy. Course, I probably made a whole bunch of careless errors on the non-calculator since I thought it was easy... And, I got cheated out of some time on my calculator multiple choice. The stupid proctors don't know how to add, and they stopped us at least 5 minutes early. So, they tell us to seal up our booklets... And, oh! Wait, undo the seals. You have more time. I tried to undo my seal, kinda, but it wasn't really working for me. So I'm missing about ten problems on the calculator multiple choice section. Hopefully they won't invalidate our tests though. They better not.

Didn't even start one of the three free response calculator problems, but I finished the non-calculator part a little early, so I tried to do it without a calculator. Didn't really work, though.

Since we had that whole time issue going on, I missed the first 20 minutes of sixth period, so I'm like, screw it, I don't wanna go. So I talked to Katsnelson for about 5 minutes and spent the rest of the period wandering aimlessly about. I kind of wish I had gone... Then spanish, where Gibson yelled at me for spacing out and not getting out yesterday's yellow packet. So that was fun, too.

I am glad I'm not taking too many tests, though. Three will be enough, thanks. And next year I might just want to skip the whole AP test thing. Since I'll be taking 5 IB tests. Meh.

I hope I get to talk to him more at some point. These tests are not really helping matters. And the awkwardness is worse than before, and not knowing how he feels about me is driving me crazy...

I feel really bad for Nikki, since it really doesn't look like she'll be able to go to prom... She's really depressed about it, too, and I wish I could help her, but I don't know how!

I must admit, though... Staying home from school today was nice. REALLY nice. It's a relief not to have to deal with so much crap. And I probably would have grossed out a bunch of people with my incessant coughing. Anyways, all I did today pretty much was listen to music, read IKWTCBS and talk to Nikki. Very relaxing. Damn, I wish school were over.