Friday, May 16, 2003

current song: you were right - badly drawn boy

Well, things are ok. Hopefully things will work out alright. Sometimes you just have to hope for the best and not worry about things going wrong. As hard as it is.

Things go right just as much as they go wrong. I got my ACT scores back and I did really well. Parsons liked my world lit paper. I think I did ok on the first part of the history final, and on the science test on nuclear reactions. The AP tests weren't too bad. I have friends. So even though I can't find motivation and I can't find anything in school to care about, I'll be fine. There are other things and somehow I'll make it through. I just have to do what feels right. Not what I want, exactly. Because I don't always want what's good for me. I want things to be easy. But what's right - what's right is what satisfies. And sometimes it's hard, but it's better in the end.

Tomorrow is, in a way, just another day. And whether it turns out well or not, I will still be here afterwards...

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