I'm not going to Elitch's. Oh well. I kind of wish I had given my ticket to someone else, though. Seems like a waste.

I don't have any motivation. I want to find something I can be passionate about, something I can work for, something I can dedicate my life to, but I don't know what that would be and I don't know how to find it. And in the meantime, I don't really care about much of anything. I just don't care enough to get myself to do stuff. I know I should, but... I don't know.

I wish I were less shy...