eck. i suck. not in a great mood right now. oh, well. eh, my blog is stupid. ick. it stinks. it's boring. and pointless. ugh. like my life. maybe i should just shut up. i always feel like i've talked too much. first i talk and people seem ok with it, so i talk more, and then they hate it and i don't notice until it's too late. and then i hate myself. oh, well. i guess i'll just have to get over it. i wish i could take a nap. sleeping takes me away from thinking. i'm always thinking. it bothers me.