Monday, November 04, 2002

what to write, what to write??

i think i'll blog every day after school, and check my mail too. that's good. so it doesn't cut into my homework time. that would piss my parents off. it's great that they're letting me take naps. yay.

what happened of interest today??? hmmm. well, i feel a lot more comfortable around chaffin now. i must admit, i had been feeling kind of awkward around him, but i'm over it now. i talked to him in lit some, and while walking to science class. so, maybe we're still friends. i worry too much. i'm always thinking maybe this friend or that friend doesn't really like me anymore, if we don't talk or something. and i'm especially paranoid about him. which makes sense. but anyways...

aaargh. our history teacher is evil. i speak for all IB juniors. we have four bloody packets due next week. i'm gonna fall over. but i'm so happy! a miracle has occurred! i actually got an A on that stupid history paper! it was so evil. i stayed up really late to finish it and i was really stressed about it, all week till it was due. it's really weird tho, cause all the smart kids got c's on it, it seems. danny got a c (which made some people happy...) and so did katsnelson. aargh, i should call him by his first name but it's so bloody common that no one can tell who the heck i'm talking about. when i talk to him, i call him by his first name. oh, well. and poor srav got a B. she seems ok with it though, she says she should be able to get a C this quarter and still have an a come semester. which is cool. for her. yeesh, my grades aren't quite so perfect. but i'd rather have five b's than have to stress about maintaining a straight a average through high school.

for lunch, i went with nikki (and ry ry of course) to burger king. twas somewhat fun. but they called my magic cookie bar an insect bar. that wasn't so great.

ummm. hmmm. oh, srav noticed that i cut my hair. i don't know if anyone else did, but she was the only person who said anything. i didn't really expect anyone to. say anything, that is. i hope some people noticed, but didn't say anything. it's ok if they didn't notice either. i know that when other people get their hair cut i don't always notice. in fact, i rarely notice. eheheh. but even if i do, either i'm worried that it's been days and i've only just noticed and they'd be annoyed that i didn't notice earlier, or i don't get a chance till it's BEEN days and feel they'd be annoyed that i didn't notice earlier. so.

eighth period was much more entertaining than i thought it would be. i painted my thumb with pink polish, but then felt guilty about doing it in the library. i don't know why, really. i mean, what do i care? but i still only have my thumb painted, the rest of my nails don't have any polish on them. but then i saw srav and felt it would be fun to sit at her table. yay. it's usually pretty entertaining. and then megann sat down. and i got out my gel crayons. they're pretty cool - they write on black paper. me and megann got a piece of black construction paper (it was an M!) and scribbled on it in various crayon colors. srav decided the grey was ugly. so, that was fun.

hmm, and in weight training we now have to do actual work. it's ok. i did actual work last quarter. it's just kind of a pain. i worry about getting all my exercises done, too. oh, well. mason's a softie, if i talk to him and sound concerned he'll be nice to me.

i wanted to show my las ketchup cd to mrs. gibson, but she yelled at me so i didn't feel like sticking around after class, and i was too embarassed to go for a show and tell during class.

well, off to take my nap. hehehehehe. :)