Wednesday, November 20, 2002

well, i think i'll talk about my day, maybe.

didn't start out great, i must admit. daddy got mad at me for making a sandwich right after we were supposed to leave. nikki didn't come to school and ryan said she wouldn't be at the meeting. the lit project was still really stressing me out. but i did talk to baylee, megann, alex, and all them peoples before school. that was ok. so i sat by baylee and shaina during lit, on the floor, because they both sit near each other. i don't know. i felt i needed to be with my group. also i wanted to look at baylee's pics. heh. but anyway, it turned out to be a really good place to sit, because i got front row seats for the presentations. poor nathan went first. matt's little drawings were fun. but i still remembered that nathan had done a ton of work, and i had actually asked why he was doing so much. but he didn' t talk much during the actual presentation. for some reason, it makes me want to know him better. i'm not sure why. maybe because i realize how little i know, then i get curious.

so. then science. wasn't particularly exciting. and history, i looked at baylee's pics and i saw the one of me. i don't look like i thought i would. as i recall, i was giving a semi-blank stare, but it looked like i was... i don't know. looking up, kind of. so i looked almost, i don' t know. snotty is probly the best word i could think of. i don't think of myself as acting like that, but i have no clue what it looks like to other people. so that was somewhat upsetting.

lunch was better. i said hi to alex in the hall, but i had totally missed the fact that lorina was about two feet away, and they both said hi. oops. i'm so oblivious. it was fun talking to lorina. so afterwards i wandered over to the lunch room and told alex that yes i really was saying hi to her. lol. but lunch cheered me up considerably. melissa (i wonder if anyone still calls her missy??) and ivey were there, and chaffin came too. so at any point in time, at least someone was saying something interesting. but there wasn't too much of that sit-and-nod stuff that i hate. i mean, it's great when the person you're nodding at is talking to YOU, but when they're talking to everyone it makes you feel kinda lonely. anyways. ooo, i forgot, ac2 comes out tomorrow, not on friday. which makes sense. i mean, if it came out on my mom's birthday it would be a little hard to buy it in time. yeah. and there was a lot of talk about spanish and ivey's strange dictionary and ... well, i can't really remember. it was fun though!

yeah, and i sat next to alex this time in math which was actually really fun. i want to switch my seat around more often. because it's very lonely in my assigned seat. comp sci we already know was insignificant. eh, we wrote programs. wow. and then lovely spanish. i didn't say anything. again. oh wait, i said that alex had a good philosophy. heh. it was good, too. "don't put off till tomorrow what... what... eh, i'll do it later." that was actually the second variation. yeah. oh, but, as a side note, i partnered up with her, sharing philosophies and all. which was actually somewhat pointless, because we already had, but that's besides the point.

in eighth i sat with ali then moved to sit with srav when she came in. because i was bored. that's my motivation for everything. anyways. and then i left srav because she had gone off with av, and, once again, i was bored. so i let eric borrow my math book and went to the counseling office (to see if anyone had picked up nikki's homework - which somebody had) and parson's mobile to set up a time for timed essays. aaargh. oh, but i'll be doing it the same time as eve. which might be good, i don't know. yeah, then i went back to the library - regretfully actually because for once i wasn't bored. parsons, apparently, had been critiqueing somebody's home movie. which was really fun because you get to watch the movie and hear director's commentary. lol. but anyways, back to the library, to make sure eric could return my book without feeling panicked, and back to srav. who was mad because i left her stuff alone. then back to eric and ali because srav moved to sit with av, and yet again, i was bored. ok. right. so rather interesting.

weight lifting. ick. let's skip that one. oh, after school jason informed me that japanese club had been cancelled and replaced with an officer's meeting. so... i went to art club instead. it was really fun! yay. so, i painted popcorn, with alex, and claire, and sara (from history, i don't know her that well but i should), and some other people... right. but i ended up switching between art club and japanese club. because jason lied to me, stupid jason. oh, well. and mummy says i can go back to art club next week. yay.

so, day ended up being really good. people noticed me, i was in two clubs, i was having fun and so not bored, i talked to a billion people, including aharon - yay - and kevin a bit, and alex, claire, ali, eric, noelle, joe for three seconds, ryan... so. yay. happy.

the only bad part is that... nikki didn't call me!!! ergh, oh well. tomorrow, i assume.